You know, I forget what it was like going our every damn weekend- and I'm glad. I remember how much money I wasted, how I'd feel like shit the next day, how I'd get all sweaty and worried about people seeing it, I remember being drunk and getting lost. I do remember the good times, duh. I always had fun going out.. Seeing people and everything you know. But, I don't know if it's because school got so intense this year, or because I moved in with mom, but I just don't feel like it anymore. I feel like I'm separating from my friends, which completely sucks. I hate it when I'm with them listening to stories that I don't know.. And it's my fault. I'm not blaming anyone. I just wish it wasn't just all drinking. It's boring to me now. Maybe once I graduate and don't have a job I'll think differently. Haha. Have any of you experienced this disconnect?
It's so fun and I'm downloading so many apps it's absolutely ridiculous. I downloaded paper to write on.
So, here you go. Hope you all have a great night.